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2003-07-12 - 11:33 p.m. the most frustrating thing in the world is realizing that i do not have the ability/the words/the forethought to express myself in the exact precise way i want to at this very moment. i want to open up my heart and head and put it all on display, somehow thus making it more understandable, more normal, less confusing and muddled. but i refuse to be a cliche, to be a whiny emo kid, to be a sad broken record. i can't. i just need to figure out a new way of speaking, of saying, of expressing. ha. ( 0 tell me?)