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2003-02-22 - 3:38 p.m. i really wish i could be someone who falls in love and out and back again and again with different people all of the time, back and forth, off and on. i do wish i could be. but i'm not. i throw every emotion i have into a relationship and get burnt out and oh-so-afraid that they will go away, run away, leave me alone and spent and scared. so yes, i have a serious relationship with romantic love. i can't seem to do it casually. and i debate whether i should try and learn to or not. ( 0 tell me?)